cny eve.. thought i could stay at home.. mayb slack, pick up some last min nian huo.. help my mum wif all the cooking for lunch n dinner, housework bla bla..

even until today (tues b4 12 am), i still thought i need not go sch frm wed on.. to think i've even planned to go back to jj, visit my x-students n teachers, or even go chinatown to cou re nao..

den.. our lecturer decided to keep the lec at 4pm, even after our energy-wasting pleas and discussion, there was no possiblity of changing it, no possiblity of setting up web cast.. nthing he could really do, due to some coordinator he mentioned.. (well, gkw)

well, still i thnk him for at least making an effort to try to change things..

but still come to think of it.. u waste an hour travelling there, one hour travelling back for a 1h15min lec.. n the whole afternoon's gone.. i cant help out wif the lunch n dinner... n by the time we reach home.. wad? sorry.. reunion dinner's over..
n wad.. not like many wont go for the lec.. well, who cares, u dun want to turn up, dont turn up lah.. (of course, at ur own risk).. oh btw, let me remind u.. there's a test next week! see. wt..mg..

alrite.. lets slot in econ's lec.. so it doesnt seem as if we are wasting the trip.. n gosh.. look! the whole stretch's gone..

well, lets just minus the talk about (un)preserving or (un)protecting our cultural traditions... gosh.. our lifes are well, pretty miserable..

so sianed..

n i guess the days of cny wont be any better..
putting aside the talk abt family bla bla bla first..
oh.. u've got work to do.. (plenty of course) lab reportsss, tuts.. tests to study for... proj.. research presentation.. all due someday..

n den nthing's confirmed.. judgin frm my dad's sf attitude n condition.. things are so much different this yr...
sigh.. dun really want to go on.. my eyes are so strained.. n i'm so tired..
i'm falling asleep..

ever since dunno when, i've yet to c the real life changes and talk abt it of my younger cousins, n i was hoping for things to change this yr..
well, dun know abt the possibility now.. hmm..

hmm.. realised tt i have several complaints today..

well i also noe tt i can continue to lament abt other issues as well, but for now... my sis needs the com.

till then 'happy chinese new year"

~ walk through life being you♥