Merry Belated Christmas!!

wanted to post quite long ago already.. but always dont get a chance to.. cos my sis n bro always using and when i really got the chance to.. my mum will tell me to do this.. that bla bla...

forget about it..

the exam results were released yesterday..

some of it not as good as i hope would.. esp those i'm most confident with..

but nonetheless.. i'm glad tt i passed those i'm really weak at..

see. just a few sentences i need to go eat dinner le...
alamak!!!!!

ok. till next time. . got things to tell

~ walk through life being you♥


well.... dunno how i actually managed to survive the exams..

the post thats in han yu pin yin.. well really feel tt it's easier to convey my feelings in mandarin..

its mainly about my feelings before the exams started and how i tried to push aside all personal doubts and confusion aside temp to focus on wad is impt..

well..
something happen at my jobplace..
dunno whether i'll still have the job...
change of bosses..
really dont wish to and want to continue working..
but i guess i dont really have much a choice..

still have somethings i'd like to talk abt..
but my sis wants to use the com..
lets see in future den.

~ walk through life being you♥


there are many times i feel tt theres a need to blog, to find a space to let out steam.. to complain.. to...

but i realised that most of the time i only blogged when i felt happier..
dunno y... but still when i look back now... i realised tt my posting really isnt regular.. i guess its either i am/was very very busy or i am/was always feeling unhappy.. or both.. haha.. i guess i've always been very emo.

sometimes i really wish tt there is a chance to change things...
or there is someone who will really willingly, wholeheartedly, sincerely listen to me..
i'm glad i've my sis, and tt is said with my whole heart..
yet sometimes.. well.. she faces the same probs.. it'll really irritate to hear the same things...

since i dunno when i've been living in my own bubble.. hoping that everything else that is happening will not affect me.. actually i'm also not very sure is i build the bubble myself.. or the surroundings build the invisibe wall..
well i realised tt it didnt block any negativities from seeping through.. while i continue to 'enjoy' my seemingly there 'personal life', not talking to anybody unnecessarily, anything ore wadsoever...

i guess ppl always expect u to have a motive or some reason when u call them, talk to them or wad..
so i dont interrupt anybody.. and hope that no one will interrupt me..

i called her only when i really cant control, only when i cant stand things any longer, when my heart n mind are realy failing me..

everytime i thank her for picking up the phone.. most of the time because there really isnt anyone else i could call.. but i realised everytime i doubt the presence.. regret calling.. well you can say it doesnt really matter whether it is there or not.. as long as u let out ur steam.. bla.. bla..
but still i always wish that it's there.. i dunno really, whether or not its there in the first place.. cos i didnt ask her.. i guess i wasnt brave enough to either face the truth or hear her ans... but i always doubt it.. i wonder if she ever thinks about it at all.. is it not at all impt? or she doesnt dare to say? or wad.. sometimes i get really irritated.. yes, i m like tt.. i always think too much.. i hope u are thinking straight though.. not guessing anything crooked.. haha.. but i must admit.. it's really because i dont have many 'real' frens to think, talk, or wadever abt..
i wonder if she's 'real' in the first place.. haha.. i m at it again..

forget it, let's not talk about tt... so emo u might think.. lol..

things that happen at home always cause me to develop a strong detest..

ok ok let's just stop here.. i guess i really dont like to talk about unhappy things..

~ walk through life being you♥


not really a fan of korean shows.. but thought this song is rather nice, beautiful and meaningful i guess.. my sis introduced this to me..

really wish to play bball.. but the weather.. tsk..

sian..

~ walk through life being you♥


halo!
exams over le!
actually tues was the last paper...

didnt blog at all throughout the study period.. wow..

hmm.. actually wasnt exactly very very happy or excited or ecstatic as i thought i would be before it ended...

anyway.. b4 i forget, i edited the photos on nov 17's post le.. now they are all correctly sized and visible.. last time there were some photo slideshows i created from photobucket using my sis's account..

think something wrong with them... mayb too big.. but i am too lazy to edit.. so lets forget about those for now...

well.. quite a lot of things i actually would like to talk about today.. like about the previous post.. the han yu pin yin one...

about recent events... bla bla...
really a lot of things i want to talk about...

meanwhile i am trying to watch some videos on youtube..
will try to shake off some laziness later to blog again in a while..

~ walk through life being you♥