living a terrible life so far..
started the new sat job at tuition centre last week
was damn exhausted after the five days already
den sat work 10-6 non-stop
den tt first day gt terrible splitting bursting headache.. the worst since a long time ago..
so sianed
yesterday was the second day for tt job..
become easier to handle..
guess i'm handling quite find now..
nxt week need to help someone take his classes too.. hope i can jia you

my own gp classes are going to have their 1st TCA this week, well compared to some other classes sis n i are slightly slower.. but nvm..
we really put in a lot of effort
hope they'll all do well.

my dad's discharged today.. a couple of days earlier than actual. my family's in quite a mess now.. he showed his temper more than twice today juz few hours since his return... crying and everyone's so pressurized.. haiz sigh life's really terrible.. i have done everything i could, we have done everything we could.. all the money, effort, time.. part of his hos bills are already 9000++
y doesnt he believe me, us, the doctors? i dun want to repeat the whole process.. but all in all i m very tired.. we are all very tired..
i hope things take a turn..
whoever's up there, pls open ur eyes n see
y issit tt our family, very ordinary, rather poor ppl are suffering like tt?
dun **** **** compare us with ppl from undeveloped countries..
come on talk realisticallly..
i've never pursued materialism, never demanded over-whelming, unnecessary things from my parents,
wad sin have i committed to face such agony?
wad sin have my family done to be hit with such disasters, one after another?
y?
sigh
dun wan to continue




brought my mum to make specs today.. change her old frame of 20+ years i think..
im sponsoring.
also paying for myself.

gt a letter frm uni le..
c hows others...

a lot of work to do.

till den

~ walk through life being you♥


Still very tired..
but managing things quite fine..
except the marking part..
brought my dad to the TCM section in hospital on thurs
acupunture
the lady say there is definitely chance of recovering but dont be too anxious abt it
i agree but i noe tt its it hardly possible to have a 100% recovery.. but i m fine with tt, hope my parents understand tt too..
for the pasy few days cant seem to cope without coffee..
screwed my make-up lesson on wed with one class..
a little groggy, confused n tired so cant think properly
but of corse i made it up on fri
still i will try to refrain from drinking too much coffee.
since my mum disapproves.

tml go visit him again.. hope he gets better..
teaching these few days been very tiring but enjoyable to a certain extent..
the marking n planning part's the tedious parts

everyone's under a lot of stress..
everyone's near the breaking point..
but we all noe the need to remain strong..
n stay focused..

ok i dun have time to continue this post..
gotta type my lesson plan le.

GP is a fun subject to teach.. i love teaching GP..
but..

so tiring at times.. so much hmk..

ha.

bye.

for all the guys in ns, jia you, all the best!

nitez

~ walk through life being you♥


so tired
..
.

~ walk through life being you♥


have been really busy for the fast few weeks...
hardly have enough slp also..
my dad's nt well..
as in in ________..
his job's at stake now..
everyday we are struggling to cope with everything..
so these few weeks other than work.. my life is only filled with running to and fro, go c my dad, come back n prepare work for the next day at the same time falling asleep non-stop on my desk..
even woke up late one day for work
so sianed
but must work
better earn more
managed to find another job
with the help from my sis
a grp tuition job
near my house so glad tt lady agreed to hire me
now got another source of income hope can help me with my life
no more time for enjoyment, no more time for entertainment
no more chance to go play bball

work is tiring n i hate marking so much..
u scold the students for not handing in their work, but when they do hand in, it's like headache..
but i really enjoy teaching gp..
everyday pass so quickly

aint going to continue typing this..
the world's never fair, as if
___is toying with us.

i m so tired.

~ walk through life being you♥