it's going to be the end of january soon! oh no.. so fast..

havent gt the chance to blog yesterday.. all these days busy n the com is always occupied.. so finally now i gt the chance to sit down n use the com..
so actually wanted to tell u tt my parents managed to find the mould for the love letters le! so happy... can make the lovely goodies le!
actually i already tried making them last sunday.. n my sis also took some photos of the process n the products le.. wanted to post them asap.. but didnt have the chance.. cos after work yesterday.. my sis wanted to go swimming.. so i went with her.. nice sun n it was so fun juz being able to b together.. so by the time i reach home.. the com is already occupied..
so here are the pictures.. the process's fun but rather tiring.. by the time we finish, my hands were all red n sore...

aiya.. dun want to show the process.. the surroundings isnt very pretty... juz show the end products can le lah... nice right? the really beautiful ones are made by mum.. she control the timing very well de.. n the not so nice ones.. meaning a little over cooked.. yah.. is i make one.. this time only practice practice mah.. to get myself familiar.. i plan to make them again this weekend.. in larger amounts..

nice rite.. oh i need to go for lunch now le..

till next time!

~ walk through life being you♥


life is beautiful
as many would hope
if only we could
hold it in our grip
and steer it as we wish

times we felt confused
unsure of our actions
trying to define right from wrong
struggled so hard
believing we got an answer
but is it right?

eventually we fought
about our consciousness
nevermind about it
cos
life will still
be beautiful.

we all have several troubles, no matter what kind, when or how many..
myself too.. always angry over several things.. how unfair this n that is.. how my mum n dad this n that.. how my bro this n that.. how hard i work for so little cash...
but eventually i want to console myself.. thank evolution for creating mankind or whoever is he/she.. tt blessed us the chance to share this certain air space on earth.. to breathe oxgen n taste everything tt life provide or forces us to..no matter gd or bad.. nt tt i suddenly turn posimistic or something... i still get frustrated cos of the routinised life or wad some say intisutionised or something.. (it's been quite a while since i touched english).. like everybody does..
i just would like to say.. sometimes juz let ourselves go for a while.. embrace urself n ur life.. dun think so much.. dont ask so much abt everything n anything.. juz give urself a chance to smile n have a gd laugh for anything or nthing..
after getting do angry, pissed n upset over my under-paid job.. i am trying to relax myself.. n my mind..
i guess many of us who face these problems n hate their jobs.. need to get a breather, clear our minds first..
then once again face the problems with more confidence..

oh i need to go cook mee le..
till next time!

~ walk through life being you♥


it's always been ages since i last posted... so sian..
yup.. have been very busy recently.. with work n housework..
Chinese New Year is coming.. n since it is the first CNY tt i can celebrate, have fun n enjoy without any worries of any hmk nt done after so so so many years.. i plan to make plenty use of the time.. making kuih, decorating the house, cleaning up.. everything according to traditions... since the oven is not very good... i guess kuih bangkit is nt going to b one of the items i make.. i mean tt time i tried i failed.. so.. i guess most of the things i make will be either cooked, boiled, steamed or fried...

so been hoping i can make love letters.. ya i noe can buy outside.. but ownself one will definitely will taste nicer de.. another reason i want to make tt is partly cos my mum used to make tt when she was young.. n she always mention abt it..
but one major prob is.. i dont have the mould.. n i cant find it.. n there isnt anywhere selling it...

hopefully i managed to find i during the next few days ba..

alrite.. think i m needed in the kitchen now to help my mum.. she scolding ppl liao..

so bye till next time!


work is so tiring n boring!

~ walk through life being you♥


this blog is definitely still alive..

~ walk through life being you♥


been slacking quite a bit recently.. eating so much tt i feel i m getting fatter.. so frustrating..
been out sometime this week... with my sis.. job-hunting.. wasnt as enthusiastic as i thought i would b.. so sian.. walk so much.. anyway.. haiz.. dunno lah..
so weird.. in the past during the last few days of dec, i would b so worried abt wadever uncompleted hmk n abt a new year starting n going back to sch.. now.. i woke up realising that i dun have to go to sch.. watching uniformed students walking to sch...
many times i would worry abt the results for 'A's..
many times i hope i would want to get a job.. i m nt so sure y i dun seem to b so eager to look for a job... though i m so clear tt my wallet is empty.. i could survive better with more cash..
anyway.. i spent a few days on baking stuff.. biscuits n kueh.. the biscuits didnt turn up as well as my mum hoped.. perhaps the oven wasnt good..
anyway promised to post some photos here..

prom photos.. this photo grabbed frm aileen.. 05S5

the gals.. me only person with short hair haha

sally n me.. a gd fren of mine..

actually still gt plenty of other photos.. but uploading it is a really slow process. so like like i said anybody wants to c those photos can go check it out at zorpia.com/lysratre..

yup this is supposed to b yesterday's post.. but my sis wanted to go cut her hair n want me to accompany her.. so i had to go off abruptly..

by the way.. this is the oneh oneh i made...

yup i think i will stop here.. dun really feel like doing anything now.. next time then continue posting on other things i wan to talk abt..

~ walk through life being you♥


Happy New Year to all!
ha.. actually.. it's hust like another day.. so sianz..
everybody, at least i think, are doing their recaps on the events tt occurred in 2006 n making 2007 resolutions..
me.. hiaz. dun feel like doing anything... my ear's still giving me trouble since sat..
so i said i made some changes in my appearance b4 ma.. so i dyed my hair n pierced my ears.. i pierced my ears 3 weeks ago.. at tried to take it out on last mon.. so i guess my sis yanked a little too hard..
den fri was prom.. i took out my left first.. it was fine.. den took out right.. quite ok.. only a bit pain.. lasted the entire night... den sat my right started swollening.. den evening decided to take it out.. took out left changed.. fine.. took out right.. ouch ouch pain pain... bled a little decided to changed a lighter one.. den cannot go in!!!! i was like so shocked!! i think cos too swollen.. den my mum forcefully pushed e thinner one through! ouch ouch! right now still painful n slightly swollen.. so sway...

so prom is like so quickly over.. hardly managed to eat anything.. went there late cos stacey went for pro makeup n stuff.. but still gta thank her n her bro... anyway by the time we reached there, everybody was eating already.. so sianz.. time past so fast.. didnt managed to eat much think cos i drank too much orange juice a bit bloated le... so sad...

yup a lot of ppl celebrating new year i guess..
i try upload the photos now...
a bit slow..
think it isnt working.. mayb try some othertime again.. so sian

~ walk through life being you♥