hi hi! today is the last day of year 2006! fri's prom is already over.. didnt have the chance to blog abt it yet.. prob later..
anyway today in the afternoon i was super busy making oneh oneh, a malay dessert.. frm choosing sweet potatoes to rolling balls.. haha here take a look!
oh.. i will upload the photo tml.. i go watch tv le!
Happy New Year!
if anybody wants to look at my prom photos.. check out www.zorpia.com/lysratre yep!

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tml is prom..
heard there is post prom stuff...
but since..
so i m definitely nt going..
still waiting for ppl to reply me..
c if they can go with me..
nvm..
wonder wads going to happen...


recently keep hoping tt i can b like a 'normal' teenager..
i dun really noe wad tt means too..
but as far as wad i think the standard definition of a 'teenager' is..
i guess i am far from being a normal teen..
so basically.. life is as usual..
nthing out of the extraordinary.. nthing unexpected..
nthing tt makes my life better
so still the same..
hope i will enjoy tml..

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Belated Merry Christmas n Happy New Year!
yup, i noe it's been a long time since i last blogged.. sorry..
my sis n bro occupy the computer all day long till i dun really feel like blogging le..
sorry..
quite a lot of things happen recently.. but i didnt have a chance to blog abt them.. so juz highlight a few things lor..
went to adecco office at tanjong pagar recently.. all she wanted to do was to take a look at our faces.. wad a waste of our time...
but nvm.. after tt we went to orchard to walk walk... didnt get to walk alot.. spent most of the time in borders.. den my dad called to chui us home le.. so sianz..
oh sun we had christmas bbq at home.. the usual stuff.. watch some crap movie tt was on tv.. i noe quite waste time but quite funny mah.. so watch lor..
changed part of my appearance recently also.. wont go on abt it.. otherwise spoil the surprise..
prom's coming this fri.. as a 'normal' person... i guess i m quite excited.. ba..
want to stop here.. prob continue in another post ba..

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solve the riddle

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holidays so far is quite a bore.. no excitement, no special activities.. other than everthing tt i was supposed to do..so sian.. yesterday mon i went with my sis to her class outing at sentosa.. nt many ppl turned up.. only gt 3 gals frm my sis's class including herself... went to harbourfront to wait for them.. den went to vivo city.. realised tt we had to wait for them to have their lunch first.. so sian.. so walk around with my sis..
vivo city is really quite big.. so many shops.. at first sis n i thought the clothes will be like damn ex.. but later we went to a clothes store n saw tt many of the clothes were still rather reasonable in their price n still nice.. yep.. but no shopping for us.. eventually we only reached sentosa at like 2.30? abt 2h past the original time.. but nvm lah.. quite used to waiting le... oh i just realised i havent gone to sentosa like in a very very long time.. the only last time i went is also with my sis.. also with her other classmates.. my class didnt have an outing like tt.. n i also didnt have any chance to turn up for any of the class outing jason theyall organised outside the sch.. so weird rite.. anyway, both sis n i were glad tt we had each other... well, both of us couldnt get into the water(which was very sad) cos we both have our periods.. so coincidentally.. but yup.. the trip was still enjoyable.. at siloso beach.. played ultimate frisbee with strangers who happen to b at the beach, me with my sis's class, though i dont really know them.. but it was ok lah.. they were all rather friendly ppl... i wasnt really gd at frisbee.. after tt sis ask me to go play bball with some of the strangers with xinyi(her classmate).. for abt 2 h i think.. quite fun, the guys were nice n funny, the gals also.. it's quite fun playing barefooted.. i enjoyed myself very much.. its been a really long time since i last played bball.. n i m glad tt i finally gt to play with some ppl.. too bad my sis hate bball so she refused to play with me..
yup.. while i was playing bball, sis n her classmate played a little with her classmates n den went to 7-11 with her fren to buy some things.. by the time she came back, we ended the game, drank some coke n left with my sis.. since we had to rush home for dinner.. we didnt gt the chance to c the sunset..
but nvm.. i really enjoyed a day away frm home... away frm ppl at home.. away frm everything.. n i could really do wad i really wanted to do..
i am glad i went with my sis to her outing..
well now back at home.. things go back to the same.. my sis went out with her frens to play guitar n stuff.. so yah like tt..
still looking for a job at the meantime.. but i seriously dun really like admin jobs bla bla.. i seriously very much only interested in part time tuition teaching... but up still now.. i still havent recieved any replys..
my parents...... dunno la... my dad just want me to stay at home n be some housewife.. n i also havent gt e chance to go out n c the world too.. no choice.. plus.. he believed tt it is nt the time to look for a hobby or something.. so even little things tt i do.. like painting .. he start his blabbing..
they r packing stuff all day long.. clearing stuff for dunno wad purpose.. everytime they want sis n i to pack our table when it is already very neat n there is very little items on it le..
i rmb once i juz gt so frustrated tt i tell him tt all he wants is an empty table with nthin on it.. so y nt gt get another table put it in a room.. we shift our stuff there n we can have own own space.. n he can have the empty table he wanted..
from then on.. tt sentence has bcome his words to retort at us..
so sian..
sometimes..
i juz hope to run away frm this house, this place..
but then i do realise tt i cant.. cos i have to depend on them to feed..
i dont very much have a choice...
i hope to get a job soon..
oh n long long time ago.. we wanted to pierce our ears..
i doubt it is going to happen..
so..
sorry peeps.. i cant wear the ear rings uall gave me for my bday..
i really wanted to play badminton & bball..
still...
sigh

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fed up

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i am so sian...
so bored..
i hope i can get a reply frm the lady quickly..
everyday i am doing almost the same thing..
housework housework n more housework..
so much i wan to do something..
i really want to go out n have fun..
ya.. the entire of past week i've been out.. to do wad?
just to buy clothes n shop for my sis's prom stuff..
now tt the shopping is over..
i cant go anywhere... do anything else..
i wan to bloody do some exercise..
play bball, badminton.. bla bla..
bball? how by myself?
badminton.. come on.. i cant even get myself proper rackets..
i m so sick of this kinda of life.. tied down at home.. n listening n doing wad ever they wan?
bloody hell i M a 18 yr old?! n all i do tt is outside domestic work is to talk to myself..
i can blame 'frens' who turn down chit chats.. or blame them for always saying 'i will call u back' n never will?
wtf?
like i did have '*******' in the first place?
haha
sit there n do wad?
wait for sympathy from others.. or sit there by myself..sulking n pitying such ******** i have to bear..
****** **** i dun even think there will be anyone nice enough to take a look at this rotting space.. other than those 'silly' n 'nthing better to do' pranksters tt vandalise my comment space..
if u aint gt anything gt to say then get lost n dont vandalise my space..
i want my life back!!!!

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