it's been a long long time since the last post.. reason.. as usual. anyway, chinese new year's beem quite okay.. there wasn't much of an excitement.. sigh... n it passes so quickly..
anywayz.. didnt manage to meet the 3 gals.. n my 3rd aunt..
still i had reunion dinner last fri cos my bro's working on sat n tt's y i missed the class outing.. sigh.. y do i always cant make it..
visited my first aunt's house on sun.. we went quite late so tt's y we missed them.. anyway the other cousins kinda give me a little shock.. their change over the years.. make me feel as if i m really old..
meals were gd.. n i ate quite a lot o unhealthy new year goodies.. really hope i m nt gaining any weight.. or else the next few pc lessons back in sch will b tough.. oh.. dun remind me of the 3.2k we ran almost every week..
sorry i gotta sign off here.. got a lot of work to do during chinese new year esp homework.. sigh so much of celebrating..
still.. let me wish all a very
Happy Chinese New Year as we celebrate the arrival of the year of the dog...
i really hope all the unlucky stuff, bad things like the avian flu can go away with the year of the rooster.

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!
Wan Shi Ru Yi!!
Xin Nian Kuai Le!!

~ walk through life being you♥


yes, i m really very tired.. sch life so far is really very exhausting..
right now as i am typing this, i feel a terrible need to close my eyes and slp.. sigh. so slpy. recently theres cca day, chem test.
this reminds me.. wed bio test next tues maths class test, next thurs maths test.. all nt revised yet..
theres nthing much to talk abt actually, just tt many ppl(j1s) came down to try shooting..
pc last fri is tough.. tiring too..
oh i broke my bottle too..
life is really going by very quickly.. day by day each day passes.. until everything bcome so much like a routine.. till u cant judge wad u r doing n u forget the day and date..
sometimes i feel tt we need to be conscious of wad we r doing n have a clear mind; a clear mental state... such tt we dont get so used to this kind of routine tt we will feel sch life is boring meaningless..
tt makes me want to talk abt shooting
after 1 yr with the pistol..
i finally could really understand the fundamentals of shooting.. as in finally understand shooting.. before i really picked the gun up, the coach always reminded us tt shooting is a routine tt is constantly repeated. yes, i agree, the routine is impt. but there's really something else to it than to the routine to come up with a gd shot. the recent mini competition(as i has promised i want to talk abt)is the incident that made me realise these... b4 this comp.. there were trails which i didnt do well in.. until tt day.. i asked myself to ponder abt wad am i doing.. wad has the coach told me..
it's really all in the mind. (actually nearly everything is..no matter wad kind of sport u r in, or wad u r doing) very often when we lose a step, we tend to feel angry over that step, to curse swear bcos of tt step, n then tt step will linger in the mind n affect the rest of the steps..
like wad the coach says, we need to forget abt how bad tt shot/step is n instead to think y is tt step/shot wrongly done.. n to correct it.. which is wad the majority of us cant master.. n i admit i havent too.. mr oh has spent a long time talking to me, telling me abt how my thoughts n feelings abt a stray shot has affected the following shots..

wadever the case is.. i hope u do get wad i mean..

anyway, today i read this article in the gp skills package.. something abt euthanasia.. abt humans n pets.. this author comments something abt dogs n cats being unable to understand the meaning of suffering..
this i dont really agree.. cos who r we to judge? who r we to be the spokepersons for the animals.. unless we r able to communicate with them.. anyway i dont feel like going any deeper regarding this topic.. cos many other things will start to surface..

sch ended early today.. tt explains y i am able to deliver a post..
so tt's abt it.. till nxt time!
sayonara!

~ walk through life being you♥


heyzz.. sorry i noe it's been a long while since i last blogged..
anyway.. a brand new year-2006 has started some time ago.. so it's happy belated new year n happy belated boxing day, happy advanced hari raya haji n also happy advanced CNY!!
yup i'm back in sch.. the first week of sch has since passed.. abt the first day of sch.. guess u can visit aileen's blog.. the happenings n my thoughts abt it r somewhat similar...
the first wee's been really tough.. all the sudden rush n switching back... already feeling the stress n heat.. rushing to complete all the uncomplete holiday work which i still unable to finish, struggling to cope with the new n endure the whole studying 'process' again..
juz a couple of days of slping late had got me down with flu n fever.. sigh.. my sis end up getting them from me too.. really sorry..

seriously speaking, i feel that this year will really pass very fast, we will all be facing this hectic life..
just yesterday, i went to cdans for this mini competition with the peeps, 4 of us were sick.. tt's y most of us didnt perform well as xpected.. sigh

ok lets juz stop all these complaints n pessimism.. lets talk abt other events of the first week of sch..
there's j1 orientation.. like every year.. there's a camp.. this time they played those water games in the new synthetic field.. tt means minusing all the mud n flour(tt's kinda sad) but i heard the event went well though
these days had been rainy days, but heard frm wanjing(she's ogl) that they didnt much affect them nor their mood..

anyway seriously hope the juniors enjoyed their time bcos seriously speaking, orientation's actually the best time of jc life. enjoy b4 study clicks in...

ok next.. of course the shooting mini-competition.. like i said many of us were sick so didnt perform as xpected.. nonetheless all went pretty well.. the weapons are now back in the armoury.. i guess it'll b sometime before we shift them to cdans or anywhere else again..

oh ya.. i wasnt an ogl..(quite glad abt it though) at first i felt quite jealous of those who were.. considering all the fun they had.. but then i searched myself then i realised tt it's gd tt i hadnt joined considering my habit of procrastinating n my unsureness of my capability of catching up with my peers in studies after the orientation ends.. yup u get my pt.. but in any case.. i believe tt those who joined shld nt have much problems.. considering tt they shld have been clear abt it n readied themselves even b4 the orientation starts..
so good luck to everyone in this new year!

yup next wed's cca day.. we r meeting on mon to discuss abt it.. but i guess we dont have to do much publicising since we have limited recruitment spaces n i have believe many have interest in trying out new things..

anyway forgot to say this.. i have a new accomplishment.. i am now no longer just in time for sch.. meaning i am no longer rushing or running to sch n trying to beat the sch bell.. n i seriously hope to maintain this..

oh n i m nt thinking of any new year resolutions.. i just want to achieve wadever goals i had always desired in the past in this years esp for the great 'a's..

i dont want to get any longer le.. or else this would never end..
juz wanna apologise ahead that i ca foresee that this blog may become slightly less active than it was in the past cos.. now there r too many things to cope with n i dont want to have another excuse lest tt i cant finish my work..

ok tt's for now..

Goodnite.. all the BEst in this new year!! (^_^)

~ walk through life being you♥