living a terrible life so far..
started the new sat job at tuition centre last week
was damn exhausted after the five days already
den sat work 10-6 non-stop
den tt first day gt terrible splitting bursting headache.. the worst since a long time ago..
so sianed
yesterday was the second day for tt job..
become easier to handle..
guess i'm handling quite find now..
nxt week need to help someone take his classes too.. hope i can jia you

my own gp classes are going to have their 1st TCA this week, well compared to some other classes sis n i are slightly slower.. but nvm..
we really put in a lot of effort
hope they'll all do well.

my dad's discharged today.. a couple of days earlier than actual. my family's in quite a mess now.. he showed his temper more than twice today juz few hours since his return... crying and everyone's so pressurized.. haiz sigh life's really terrible.. i have done everything i could, we have done everything we could.. all the money, effort, time.. part of his hos bills are already 9000++
y doesnt he believe me, us, the doctors? i dun want to repeat the whole process.. but all in all i m very tired.. we are all very tired..
i hope things take a turn..
whoever's up there, pls open ur eyes n see
y issit tt our family, very ordinary, rather poor ppl are suffering like tt?
dun **** **** compare us with ppl from undeveloped countries..
come on talk realisticallly..
i've never pursued materialism, never demanded over-whelming, unnecessary things from my parents,
wad sin have i committed to face such agony?
wad sin have my family done to be hit with such disasters, one after another?
y?
sigh
dun wan to continue




brought my mum to make specs today.. change her old frame of 20+ years i think..
im sponsoring.
also paying for myself.

gt a letter frm uni le..
c hows others...

a lot of work to do.

till den

~ walk through life being you♥