i've been working for one week le.. so fast..
i've also been receiving all kinds of comments from others upon knowing abt my job..
btw, i am working as gp rt now..
yup? anybody wants to give me any more comments?
so sianed..
hearing things like..
huh? u teach gp?
dun mislead the students k
den frm ms ____, hey! u're here! How come _____ never get in ah?
u sure anot?
bla bla bla.. wad de..
trying very hard to ignore these comments..
arghh.. roarrr..
so irritating...

anyway..
ms ___ eventually hired my sis too.. cos she has another vacancy..
or perhaps she has more confidence in my sis or dunno wad..
but i m glad tt she will stop complaining tt she's jobless.. bla bla..

will only start teaching frm tml onwards..
tt means..
wad have i been doing during the past week?
intensive training..
lessons conducted by the hod...........
as if learning gp all over again..
doing compre
reading content module..
drawing up lesson plans..
draft after draft..
n looking at my sis destroy my lesson plans by writing so many many things on the paper.. heartache.. ya i noe my plan may nt be good enough or wad.. but ouch*
sigh...
so many things to do..
so many expectations to fulfill..
so stressful..
it is hard earned money..
so dun say it's a slack job.
but i m fine with it..
i like gp,
like teaching

do u noe tt doing people rt is one of the greatest part-time job now?
no need to use so much of ur brain capacity n energy..
n u still earn the same amt as all other rts...
great rite?

sigh..
so vex with life every now and den..

thinking of applying for ntu..
but not very sure of wad course to take..
actually nt many tt i feel suitable..

my sis's so hardworking ploughing through the notes..
i'm a little discouraged already..
by my colleague..
he says he does nthing related to work..
but he still managed to impress at work..
so sianed..

learn, learn, learn..
do, do, do..


sigh time really flies..
it's already late march..
watch bullet-proof monk last night on tv..
it's more than the fighting scenes tt i m interested..
watching it again on tv is so much different..
it brings me deep into the philosophies of life..

the reality of life...
most ppl experiencing modernity are always engrossed in the chase towards material satisfaction.. yes, i am talking abt the pursuit of monetary gains or goods/entertainment tt exceed the basic necessities required by a normal human.
u may think yah yah.. like u dont?
yes sometimes i do..
but most of the time.. they are reserved to be only hopeful thinking.. or things tt i really need.. like right now, working hard to earn money for uni fees.. nt juz working for.. wadsoever.. i am neither perfect nor saint.

from personnas of history to characters of present day..
several strive towards the gaining of power and wealth...
the more powerful ones obsessed with them so much.. they go on to wish tt their lives can be lengthen..

sometimes i could understand..
the word 'death' seems to instil a lot of fear..

but i wish we can understand how to live life to the fullest everyday and also how important it is to do so...

sigh..
after blabbering non-stop..
i feel so weird..
it's been a long time since i blogged a lengthy post..
so wierd tt i have already sat in front of the com for so long le..
most of the time i want to do something on the com, it's either cut short or disrupted...

just read a post on yi yang's blog..
memories of the class..
haha.. it's pretty funny..
but after a while, i feel quite saddened by it,
time really flies, 2 years in a class together..
how much have we actually appreciated each other?
other than just hanging around the basic group of friends u have..
have u ever wondered how amazing it is tt we are in a class together?
fate/not fate brought us together in a class..
the time we spent together,
and finding out each other's unique and greatly different characteristics,
finding out wad kind of similarities we might share and
really juz spending time together in a class, aquiring knowledge or engage in any activity..
life is a complicated yet wonderful word..

i hope yi yang is not only person who rmb these memories or juz spent some time thinking of the past n recollecting issues..

have to go now..

~ walk through life being you♥