holidays so far is quite a bore.. no excitement, no special activities.. other than everthing tt i was supposed to do..so sian.. yesterday mon i went with my sis to her class outing at sentosa.. nt many ppl turned up.. only gt 3 gals frm my sis's class including herself... went to harbourfront to wait for them.. den went to vivo city.. realised tt we had to wait for them to have their lunch first.. so sian.. so walk around with my sis..
vivo city is really quite big.. so many shops.. at first sis n i thought the clothes will be like damn ex.. but later we went to a clothes store n saw tt many of the clothes were still rather reasonable in their price n still nice.. yep.. but no shopping for us.. eventually we only reached sentosa at like 2.30? abt 2h past the original time.. but nvm lah.. quite used to waiting le... oh i just realised i havent gone to sentosa like in a very very long time.. the only last time i went is also with my sis.. also with her other classmates.. my class didnt have an outing like tt.. n i also didnt have any chance to turn up for any of the class outing jason theyall organised outside the sch.. so weird rite.. anyway, both sis n i were glad tt we had each other... well, both of us couldnt get into the water(which was very sad) cos we both have our periods.. so coincidentally.. but yup.. the trip was still enjoyable.. at siloso beach.. played ultimate frisbee with strangers who happen to b at the beach, me with my sis's class, though i dont really know them.. but it was ok lah.. they were all rather friendly ppl... i wasnt really gd at frisbee.. after tt sis ask me to go play bball with some of the strangers with xinyi(her classmate).. for abt 2 h i think.. quite fun, the guys were nice n funny, the gals also.. it's quite fun playing barefooted.. i enjoyed myself very much.. its been a really long time since i last played bball.. n i m glad tt i finally gt to play with some ppl.. too bad my sis hate bball so she refused to play with me..
yup.. while i was playing bball, sis n her classmate played a little with her classmates n den went to 7-11 with her fren to buy some things.. by the time she came back, we ended the game, drank some coke n left with my sis.. since we had to rush home for dinner.. we didnt gt the chance to c the sunset..
but nvm.. i really enjoyed a day away frm home... away frm ppl at home.. away frm everything.. n i could really do wad i really wanted to do..
i am glad i went with my sis to her outing..
well now back at home.. things go back to the same.. my sis went out with her frens to play guitar n stuff.. so yah like tt..
still looking for a job at the meantime.. but i seriously dun really like admin jobs bla bla.. i seriously very much only interested in part time tuition teaching... but up still now.. i still havent recieved any replys..
my parents...... dunno la... my dad just want me to stay at home n be some housewife.. n i also havent gt e chance to go out n c the world too.. no choice.. plus.. he believed tt it is nt the time to look for a hobby or something.. so even little things tt i do.. like painting .. he start his blabbing..
they r packing stuff all day long.. clearing stuff for dunno wad purpose.. everytime they want sis n i to pack our table when it is already very neat n there is very little items on it le..
i rmb once i juz gt so frustrated tt i tell him tt all he wants is an empty table with nthin on it.. so y nt gt get another table put it in a room.. we shift our stuff there n we can have own own space.. n he can have the empty table he wanted..
from then on.. tt sentence has bcome his words to retort at us..
so sian..
sometimes..
i juz hope to run away frm this house, this place..
but then i do realise tt i cant.. cos i have to depend on them to feed..
i dont very much have a choice...
i hope to get a job soon..
oh n long long time ago.. we wanted to pierce our ears..
i doubt it is going to happen..
so..
sorry peeps.. i cant wear the ear rings uall gave me for my bday..
i really wanted to play badminton & bball..
still...
sigh

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