Sunday, July 16, 2006
rmb
hey.. before u close this window or refuse to read on.. juz give me a few moments..
for nearly 2 years, u have always closed the door shut against me.. kept ur thoughts, feelings n worries to urself.. bottling up all of ur emotions n handling things alone.. many times i saw u feeling down.. but i have never dig further to find out more.. i thought u wld tell me if u want to.. i m always ready to listen, but thinking tt it's better if i dont poke in further n leave u to e amt of privacy u wanted, i kept silent.. i have never requested to find out n know more..
until u broke down eventually.. i felt desperate.. i dunno wad to do, wad to say.. cos i have no idea y n wad happened n how i shld console u.. sorry tt i'm fierce n i'm nt good at words, but i cannot keep quiet anymore...
i noe u r independent, u r strong, but u r nt superhuman.. u shld nt do this alone.. walk done the pathway alone, carrying all the burden urself n trying to remain cheerful all the time.. it's too heavy..
stop holding on to it..let loose the bottle cap.. even if u dont want to talk abt it.. juz share ur emotions.. dont hide or force them down.. u r nt alone.. so dont do it alone..
but still, u've gt to be strong, i noe its a heavy responsibility n u r getting tired.. but u have to move on.. stand up with new strength n fight against the odds.. even if u find urself lacking the energy n strength, rmb, u've gt us behind u.. be as brave as before.. if not braver..
i always had faith in u tt u can do it n u r a marvellous person.. so u shld have faith in urself too.. have confidence..
i know i shouldnt be talking abt all of these.. since u have recovered.. but i need to let u know..
u've once told me a phrase(tt i wont repeat).. n i m going to say this to u.. i m nt there for nthing.. believe in urself.. n believe me..
i may nt have the ability to help in many areas.. but i will always be there to listen, to lend u my shoulder or give u a hug..
i wish u all the best for the coming exams.. n like u said.. it's the last lap.. let us all perservere together n work towards our goal..
wadever roadblocks u face.. conquer them as u'd always do..
best wishes.
urs sincerely,
frm one who will be by ur side.
~ walk through life being you♥