yes, i m really very tired.. sch life so far is really very exhausting..
right now as i am typing this, i feel a terrible need to close my eyes and slp.. sigh. so slpy. recently theres cca day, chem test.
this reminds me.. wed bio test next tues maths class test, next thurs maths test.. all nt revised yet..
theres nthing much to talk abt actually, just tt many ppl(j1s) came down to try shooting..
pc last fri is tough.. tiring too..
oh i broke my bottle too..
life is really going by very quickly.. day by day each day passes.. until everything bcome so much like a routine.. till u cant judge wad u r doing n u forget the day and date..
sometimes i feel tt we need to be conscious of wad we r doing n have a clear mind; a clear mental state... such tt we dont get so used to this kind of routine tt we will feel sch life is boring meaningless..
tt makes me want to talk abt shooting
after 1 yr with the pistol..
i finally could really understand the fundamentals of shooting.. as in finally understand shooting.. before i really picked the gun up, the coach always reminded us tt shooting is a routine tt is constantly repeated. yes, i agree, the routine is impt. but there's really something else to it than to the routine to come up with a gd shot. the recent mini competition(as i has promised i want to talk abt)is the incident that made me realise these... b4 this comp.. there were trails which i didnt do well in.. until tt day.. i asked myself to ponder abt wad am i doing.. wad has the coach told me..
it's really all in the mind. (actually nearly everything is..no matter wad kind of sport u r in, or wad u r doing) very often when we lose a step, we tend to feel angry over that step, to curse swear bcos of tt step, n then tt step will linger in the mind n affect the rest of the steps..
like wad the coach says, we need to forget abt how bad tt shot/step is n instead to think y is tt step/shot wrongly done.. n to correct it.. which is wad the majority of us cant master.. n i admit i havent too.. mr oh has spent a long time talking to me, telling me abt how my thoughts n feelings abt a stray shot has affected the following shots..

wadever the case is.. i hope u do get wad i mean..

anyway, today i read this article in the gp skills package.. something abt euthanasia.. abt humans n pets.. this author comments something abt dogs n cats being unable to understand the meaning of suffering..
this i dont really agree.. cos who r we to judge? who r we to be the spokepersons for the animals.. unless we r able to communicate with them.. anyway i dont feel like going any deeper regarding this topic.. cos many other things will start to surface..

sch ended early today.. tt explains y i am able to deliver a post..
so tt's abt it.. till nxt time!
sayonara!

~ walk through life being you♥