i just realised that my blog titles are getting more n more boring each day... but never mind lah... its just a title the content of the msg is den the crux rite.. alrite, i admit.. i am finding excuse for my lack of creativity.. haha
anyway, before i continue to talk abt the recent events, i have gt one thing i will like to talk abt:
FRIENDS...
wad e? u may say.. such a boring topic, but really, it is a very impt thing i will like to mention. the fact tt this topic always affect us, no matter indirectly or directly, in a good or bad way, it really affects us... so here i really want to talk abt.. mayb i shld let u noe abt the past me, the present me, my change n my ever-changing social circle, or mayb social status...be it the way u want to phrase it... anyway, i guess i shld start with the past me first:
in the past(as in back at secondary school), i never really gt a close friend, or someone u can tag along or hang out with.. i was this super out-casted gal or may anti-social in another way bah..... but in any sense, i am just always out of place n feeling lonely.. the reason? i will touch on this in a moment.. in the past it never occurred to me abt this.. but anyway, i was just a study freak in the past, study study n study.. only bcame a little naughty n misbehaved in the later years in ctss.. but the little can b really very little to others bahh... but truly speaking, i was very much confined in my own world, never seeking to venture out of my small world.. or mayb i couldnt or didnt have a chance to do so...
so the reasons...
pt 1:i was a nasty, hot-tempered fellow.. i was violent n harsh.. people were afraid to get any inch closer to me(guys gals equivalent)... understandable..
pt 2:i was n i guess still am confined and very much restricted by my parents..so guess.. peeps.. pls try to understand n try nt to laugh when u hear tt i seriously havent gone to or have no idea this or tt place is.. in singapore.. ok fine no life... yah..i had enough of tt.. but i still have to continue to live with it.. no choice. i am under 21, still living under(note: its under.nt with) my parents n relying on them to feed me.. n had to obey theur rules of the game... ok so spastic... sorry.. i really wasnt trying to be mean, so trying to get u to symphatise with me.. i just want to let u noe abt it..n tts it..
guess u wont b very surprised after reading abt my past.. i dun noe how u all will feel ir comment after reading this... but still i feel the sudden urge to talk abt my very much social life...
so tts the past.. ok i gtg for lunch now... will continue in a moment.. n seriously.. i will still continue.. my urge to continue talking abt this hasnt change..

~ walk through life being you♥