Saturday, July 23, 2005
some may wonder pw stands for.. it stands for Project Work...
because of this pw... i keep havin headaches n is always slping very late...
so right now all i can say is tt i am really exhausted, frustrated n tired...
look.. no1. we put in so much work in the pw until now we realise tt we r lost we were so deep inside already lor can u imagine... we were like ready to do interviews until wed morning tt i finally realise the great probelm abt the project.. its like so late.. its like disaster..n i am super at lost...
no2. its now july going august ready lor... where gt time.. some more common test coming lor.. where gt time to do antything?
no3. i spent 2 full nights on the autism thingy.. thought it could solve the crisis and it is a gd solution(i was u glad u noe.. when i thought of it..) i put in really so much effort.. sacrifice my slp, time until i decided to put chem asgnt4 aside.. thinking tt i finallly can salvage the situation.. ok look honestly.. I AM SO NAIVE!!! SO SILLY!!!! REASON for this? YUP i ADMIT... i DIDNT want to start all over again... i just cant accept the fact the fact tt we have to start all over again.. i am really very exhausted i tried wrecking my brain already...
YET they wrongly thought tt i was angry tts y my black face n i keep running out of the computer lab... BUT PLEASE READ this!!! NO...i WASNT angry.. i was sad very upset tt we have to the project all over again.. i was tired.. exhausted of the whole week's work n all the slp tt i hav lost... nt bcos i am angry tt my idea was rejected... no i keep going out of the com lab bcos i need to CRY.. n i DONT want anybody to see me crying...
n then wednesday... i cried cos i was already quite tired already cos i found out the prob wif the pw only now cos they prob think i never do anything for pw.. cos i am disappointed in one person... sigh... tts also y i ran the four rounds after sch b4 xiangsheng performance......
hey i cannot continue now..my bro needs the com... so i will continue next time... so till next time...
yah so watch tianlongbabu hor!!!
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